I'm feeling anxious today. Recently, the Bambina has seemed not quite herself and her teacher at school agrees that something is not quite right.
Sunday night, I reminded the Bambina that tomorrow there was school and her face went from content to crestfallen within a second. When I asked her what was wrong she said "I don't like school".
"Why not?" I asked.
"Because" was all she could answer. And then "I can't explain".
"Okay, let's review your typical school day and see what it is that you don't like. What do you do first?"
"First the teacher reads us a story. I like that."
"Okay", I say. "Then what."
"Then we read and write. I like that, too. Then there is
recréation. That's okay but kind of boring because there's nothing there." (There's no playground equipment at the Bambina's school, if you can believe it.)
"Continue".
"Then we have
mathématiques. I don't like that."
Uh-oh, I think to myself. She's not even seven years old and she already is having problems with math...
"I don't like working on the
ardoise. I hate it. I want to do math on a piece of paper with a pencil."
The
ardoise is a little slate that each child has, just like in the olden days, to do quick sums on. I had no idea that this could be an obstacle to learning.
"Then there's sport. I don't like sport. It's boring and tiring. Then English - also boring."
No surprise there. The Bambina is bilingual and has to sit through English lessons for beginners. Yawn.
"Then we have
théatre. That's also boring."
I actually think that the Bambina could like a theatre class if it was done properly but in this case, judging by what they have "performed" for us, I can see her point. In the last performance, they stood around acting like sheep for ten minutes. And that was it.
And then there's art but we don't do much art like we did in kindergarten. We just learn about artists.
I'm happy that the French have taken it upon themselves to imbue knowledge of Kandinsky, Picasso and Robert and Sonja Delaunay, but it sure would be nice if they would also let the kids actually do some art!
"Mommy, if they canceled everything else, even recreation, and just let me write all day, I would love it. I just want to write."
Not sure what to do with this was. Academically, she is doing fine. Her grades are good. But she seems bored or at least uninterested. Is she in the wrong school system? Maybe I should take her out of the French School and put her in the American School? At least she would get to do more art and would be allowed to do math with pencil and paper instead of on a slate.
I'm afraid that if we continue in the French School it will be more of the same, year after year. On the other hand, I might switch her to an American school, and the problem still might not be resolved. And then if we ever do want her to switch back to the French system (say, because we move back to France and we can't afford a foreign private school), she may have a very hard time reintegrating.
And then there is always the possibility of putting her in the
Primary Years Programme of an international school (when we move to another country, that is. There is no international school here in Tana). But having read the description of I'm not sure whether to love or hate it. (Any thoughts most appreciated, of course).